my day yesterday was filled with pessimism. today it's a bit better. i have a touch more of optimism today, yesterday i had none!

my parents have been in my apartment aaaaall day setting up curtains and a lot of practical stuff. so now my apartment looks even more like a home than before. nice. can't wait to go home and get things arranged 100%. i'm at my parents place now....i still don't have internet at my apartment. grr... 5 days to go. my cheeks are burning...i'm still affected from yesterdays depression....