So...yesterday Lotte and me got in a little fight. Suddently she just hates me, and think that I'm only with her when I need to smoke. She has got something completly wrong and I don't know exhactly what to do about it... She told me that I had hurted her because she's always the one who call me, and I rarely call her, I know that. And I know why I rarely call her...It's because I don't need people around me as often as she does. And then my life has changed a lot since we started being friends back in 1994 and she has changed too, but not as much as I have....This is hard to explain but I hope you've got the point.

It hurts me.