Done nothing exept drawing, talking and thinking. I've thought about a lot of sad things, like who and why some don't like me. And if there's someone of them I really like, don't like me but just pretend. When I think of these things...all the thoughts about lose weight and all that crap pops up. I'm crying inside. I know I'm too big and that I just keep eating all the food I like....crap...it's just crap. I hate the way I'm looking and it's only because of the extra 5 kilo!

Bull shit!