a couple of days ago i felt like everybody laughed at me. like i was a big joke. i almost forgot to tell you this. but this morning i walked through the canteen on my school and then all of the sudden i noticed some girls looking at me 'that way' like they were about to laugh at me. and THAT reminded me of the laughing people the other day. well. i just walked by the girls, listening to one of tims new songs (for the first time in days) and the strange thing... i felt really good/cool. normally i would have been kind of hurt but not today. though it has been in my thoughts since.