tomorrow we're going to measure the fitting on our student's caps. it's scary...'cause in these days i just can't keep up with all my homework and all that crap. i live in my own fantasy world. were i sleep, eat, play guitar, do nothing, chat and listens to music. i do all the things i'm not suppose to do. and that's bad. because then i won't be able to get my student's cap next summer. it's very very scary.

besides that i'm a bit down right now. i try to keep up the good mude and so. but it just don't seem to work. i have to try harder. or else i'll end up like last year and i won't do that.