i'm so happy happy happy! stereo studio wants to interview me about the job i've applied for several times. the sun is shining. he looked at me in a funny way. heh. and daniel missed me. ooh. that really makes me smile. i've just arrived home from a gradually rare evening at pitstop. modstr�m had a theme about tom waits. so we watched the movie down by law. 8 people. a funny movie. tom waits have a lovely voice when he really sings. mmm.

after the movie, we were suppose to sit in "the porn bar" (the lounge at pitstop) and listening to tom waits records. but we were to few people so it wasn't any worth for ulf (owner of pitstop) to open it. so we stayed at the stage in the couches and heard about 8 songs with tom, then the doors, nancy sinatra etc. then the pop chicks came and demanded nephew. baah. but that was after anders had left. anders once worked in stereo studio. he shows up now and then on pitstop...i only think we've talked one time a long time ago. but this evening he talked to me again. i didn't think that he liked me. he's always kinda looked down on me. but he's a very kind guy indeed. they had a tom waits quiz. with only 3 competitors. i think i'm wining. it was tough questions though. heh.

if there's one thing that bothers me, it is the fact that i hate it when my male friends get girlfriends. it's not like i feel i own them or do anything to destroy it for them. it's just that...on the outside i'm glad on their behalf. but inside...deep inside i wish they are breaking up as soon as possible. pretty weird. and difficult to explain.

i'm tired. one of the reasons why i don't come often on pitstop anymore. i'm getting old. actually in exactly 1 month and 2 hours and 11 minutes, it is my 20th birthday. wow! i really need to sleep now. nighty night.