it's freezing cold outside. i learned that when i bicycled about 8 km out to lasse. i spent my evening looking after him. he slept most of the time and i saw lost in translation. cool film. lasse woke up crying, so i took him down to the couch for 10 minutes till he fell asleep lying at my chest. i'd forgot how nice it is to have a baby sleeping when it lays on your stomach. mmm. he was so warm. i was just freezing. i still am. it was really nice seeing him again. he's so big now. talking. understanding what you're saying. counting. rolls around laughing wanting your attention all the time. loves to be tickled. you can't do anything else than to love him.

martin came by last night. it was really nice to see him again. we talked the time away... it was really nice talking about things. i feel kind of relieved now. hope we'll see each other again sometime soon.