believe me... i hate it. been crying for an hour now. it hurts hurts hurts. just went home from a party with my old class from my business school (i know...waaaaay back!! and guess who's being the host to the next party next year?! yes...me...together with nicolas!). whatever. on my way home my heart started hurting sooo much. i've been dancing to beatles and so during the night though. but the hurting....it wont go away....almost no matter what i do. it makes me angry...'cause i normally don't cry this much..... i hate it!!!! why why why?!?!?! i do all i can staying positive....help!! please...