i felt like listening to tim yesterday for the first time in ages. didn't know why... then late in the night i was talking to someone about his music when i realised that curiously enough yesterday, friday the 7th of september it was exactly 6 years ago since i met the "tim-people" and tim himself for the first time. it was at his last concert on his 'secrets on parade' tour. he had given us tickets and i experienced for the first time ever travelling to the other end of the country to see a concert. i was 16. it was a damn good concert! swan lee supported (this was my first swan lee concert). kasper eistrup (kashmir) joined him on guitar in the solo in 'silverflame'. laust sonne (d-a-d, dear and bugpowder) came by with his own drums to fight a drum-duel with tim's drummer, olaf olsen (at that time skrinde) in '21st century high'. and last but not at least, lars hjortsh�j (a brilliant danish comedian) joined tim on stage with bongo drums during 'love is a matter of...'. it was an eventful day and evening. lars, tim's guitarist, became father for the first time that evening. and i finally met tim (as i said) and showed him my home made banner which said "go on you superstar!" (a line from 'let's face it').

so i finally found my answer to why i'd felt such a need to listen to his music yesterday. and the shorten story about this special day above, explains the picture this entry starts with. as berlingske tidende (a news paper) brought an article a few days after about this event...and as i had placed my self in the front row at the concert just in front of tim...then i got to join in the picture as well. see if you can recognize me ;)

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update:

i left this diary, being quite nervous for this evening. which turned out to be pointless. anyway...i got to see jakob playing in lunarspeed for the last time... > i went back to the student house afterwards, which i probably never should have done...i don't feel like people respect me in any way there (okay..i had a talk with jakob yesterday night who told me the opposite)...i made sure the alarm was turned off (okay..i was the one who accidently turned it on...and i'm very sorry!), then i was the one making sure to close the girls bathroom because of damage by water...then i'm the one who ends up closing down the place...and it's not even my party?!?! i went to pitstop afterwards...BIG mistake! ended up crying at the stairs at the student house. i had to get my bike and some flyers for martin. and then i read this really stupid message on one of our boards, which hurt me big deal... and that made me conclude once again, that you can't make the world a better place without being an asshole!! i might as well disappear completely...and no one will ever notice...

one thing is for sure...i will not drink alcohol for the next month. at least.