the general election didn't go the way i and many others wanted it to go. we're still stuck with the same inhuman government. sigh. i really don't get it. even the most hated party got an extra mandate which is very scary, which proves that around 500000 danes share their view of human nature which basically is about hating everything (and everyone) that is not danish! and now they have even more power than before the election. creepy. it freaks me out. makes me cringe with embarrassment over my country. one thing's for sure...it isn't getting better from here...

i'm very thoughtful these days. and on the same time very shy...not feeling like being in rooms that contains more than 30 people at a time. yesterday i fled from the canteen at uni as soon as i'd paid for my food. both because i didn't feel like being there because of all the people...but also because of the presence of one certain person of whom i couldn't ignore as i'm used to. i think it's the season that has something to say here - concerning my mood. on the same time i'm kind of breaking out of some of my ways to act to certain things. which feels good. as i've been working with these things for quite a while.