I wish I could do something. Something good. Maybe I should just leave it. I'm tired of not knowing what to do. It's kinda frustrating.

hmm.. I'm home alone this weekend and I wanna be kinda drunk or something. Just disappear a bit from this cruel world where no one seems to care.

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It's nice to be home alone. I have everything for my self and I can do what I want. Tomorrow evening I'm gonna get a guest. Yeah. He has a lot of music (he wants me to listen to. And oh I'm gonna listen) and I have beers. so. That's gonna be nice. heh. Maybe I should make some homework now...or. Maybe I should just relax and do almost nothing.