i had a fight with carl erik yesterday. he dissapointed me. and hurt me a bit. it isn't much fun to be me in these days. just sitting here being lonely. i don't know why he got mad at me..i didn't do anything.anyway my day finally lightened up. i was up all night thinking. thinking of him. listening to music. seeing a film. and fell a sleep with a smile on my face. it isn't all bad times here.