i got so dissapointed at myself yesterday. i never thought i could do such thing ever again. but i did. and now i regret. big time. i didn't think!.

anyway. i got these fears. everytime i walk on the sidewalk, i fear that i'll fall through. 'cause sometimes you pass these big wholes in the sidewalk. where the tiles are broke. one day i walked on a broken tile. it moved and the water beneath it splashed. spooky. my fear of hights is also overrated these days. everytime i know i have to use a staircase to get to my next destination. i imagine myself falling down the stairs. either dying or breaking bones. scary.

potentially