promises, promises
i'm feeling burned
you taught me a lesson
i didn't want to learn

why did I come here?
please tell me again
why did you ask me?
don't say you forget

i long for, i long for
i long for my home
i long for a land where
no man was ever known

with no neurosis
no psychosis
no psychoanalysis
and no sadness

i'll pick up the pieces
i'll carry on somehow
tape the broken parts together
- pj harvey

well..i've just arrived home from pitstop. nice people and so...but still i'm hurt. don't know why exactly. maybe i should just stop trying so hard. it seems like i can't find the path leading me somewhere. not even my trip to paris came off. maybe i'm the loser c.e. said i was when we spoke. he hurt me a bit. and didn't even notice it. i wish i could turn back time. just a bit.

the greenest trees you'll ever see
are the ones in your mind
and all the answers and the dreams
will come to you in time...
-ben kweller