"All of the king�s horses
And all of the king�s men
Couldn�t pull my heart back together again
All of the physicians and mathematicians too
Failed to stop my heart from breaking in two
�cos all I need is you, I just need you
Yeah you got the glue
So I�m gonna give my heart to you
I had a premonition
A movie in my mind
Confirming my suspicions of what I would find
It followed me to l.a., down to mexico
Came in through the back door
At the start of the show
Still all I need is you, I just need you
Yeah you got the glue
So I�m gonna give my heart to you
Oh was a perfect day
Oh in a perfect way
You know, something had go
You left me high, you left me low
Now as I lie in pieces
And wait for your return
The sun upon my forehead
It burns baby burns baby burns
An eye on my horses
You�ve slept with all my men
I�m never gonna get it together again
Still all I need is you, I just need you
Yeah you got the glue
So I�m gonna give me heart to you
Yeah you got the glue
And there�s nothing I can do
Yeah you got the glue
So I�m gonna give my heart to you"

i've been away a few days. not physically. but in my thoughts. actually i don't even remember half of what i've been thinking of. and i don't know which day it is today. i even forgot noa's baptism this sunday. i feel bad about that. i even texted them earlier today when i discovered that i'd been away. but they haven't answered...and i totally understand them. it isn't the first time i've forgot them. i'm a total failure. i know.

i'm also about to get sick. got some kind of flue i think. the only thing i have to look forward to this week is friday when i'm picking up lasse from the day nursery and looking after him the rest of the day. maybe he can rescue me out of this mess. now i'm being pathetic. i have a reason....and yet still i don't. if only....

well.. at least lasse can make me forget a for a while.