so....my dad was being operated monday morning. yesterday they wanted him to try and stand up....but he couldn't. it hurt too much. and besides that he realised how bad his other leg is. i never got to visit him yesterday because of work. but my mum told me that he had had a bad day. feel so sorry for him. so i said no to do overtime at work today so i can go visit him.

right now i'm relaxing in my bed. it's been hard the last couple of days. i'm really tired all the time. it annoys me. 'cause there's things to do all the time. and i don't want to be this tired when i don't have a chance to go and sleep and relax. dammit.

i bought a new digi cam this weekend by the way. i just dont have the time nor energy to sit down and try to learn how to use it (though i already can figure out some of it). it's a canon eos 350d. a nice little baby. i'm looking forward to the summer. longer days. much more light and things to take pictures of.

summer summer summer....please come soon!