life is strange. weird sentence to start this entry out with. hah. but it is. for so long i've eagered (trying not to make this sound strange) to be that other part of a relationship....and now i kind of reached the goal....but somehow i'm still not satisfied. maybe i've pictured the whole thing in a little too romantic way?! i think i have.

listening to judee sill right now. tim recommended her to me a while ago. so i borrowed her records on the library and i actually quite like her. especially the live and demo stuff (the more raw things). mmmmm. actually my burning passion for the music is on it's way back to me again. i lost it there for a moment. i feared that i'd grown out of it. but i guess it just needed a break somehow. and now it's back. i just don't have the time these days 'cause i'm making applications for some lines i want to study and it takes a hell lot of time and resources.

recieved this:
josh ritter - the animal years
in the mail today. a signed copy. it said: "ooh la la... josh ritter". haha. made me laugh. he's lovely that man. looking forward to see him in concert later this year. my dad liked the record too. wow.

oh...the judee sill record ended. maybe i should give the death cab for cutie record a last listen through before i return it to the library tomorrow. have fun!