i'm furious right now. mostly at myself. because i'm so stupid and naive. stupid because i keep trying though there's no go and naive because i have so much confidence to the people i care about and wants to spent time together with, keep cancelling our deals. i'm so sick and tired of it right now. i have nothing to do anymore in this town. all of my stuff are in �rhus, so what the hell am i doing here?!?!