i've had an ok weekend. got some answers and got drunk too many times. i have to stop drinking for a while now. seriously. i can't seem to concentrate on anything! though the drinking part isn't the only thing that's bothering my mind.... but the other part i can't seem to do anything about. no matter what i do. if i turn on my ipod i lose concentration. if i open my mail i lose concentration etc. it's haunting me. big time. and the most scary thing is that it's scarying for both of us. so...yeah. well...i'm trying to do my best here.

i hope my mood will change soon.