i think a lot these days. yesterday i stumbled over this ctrl+y vs. ctrl+x thing. it was this programme 'love fisher'... when you pressed ctrl+y the programme would find you a match that has almost everything in common with you. whereas the ctrl+x thing would give you your opposite match. then i asked myself whether it's important to have everything in common with your love or just a little in common or nothing at all?! i don't think anyone has the answer 'cause i don't think there is an answer. though it can mean a lot to a relationship to have just something in common, then it isn't the most important thing. don't ask me what the most important thing is...i think it depends on the circumstances when it comes to all.

i've felt like an elephant in a shop with glass everywhere lately. and believe me...it isn't funny at all. and the worst of it all is that i don't do the things on purpose.

jens came over yesterday. spontaniously. such a nice surprise. we watched donnie darko. i have seen it once long ago...and i still don't quite get it...but it's a brilliant movie. no doubt about that. there's a scene where the stupid double moral teacher tries to teach her class about this so called "lifeline" presenting FEAR and LOVE as the most basic feelings a human being can have. whaaaaat?! fear and love are inseparable! period. and what about all the other feelings and aspects a human being can have and meet?! it makes no sence. it just proves one more time that the big questions in life can't just be divided into highs and lows.