i slept for over 12 hours last night. i was awake for an hour or so in the middle of the night though, just lying there listening to the rain. so lovely. the best thing i know at the moment, is to sleep. it's (almost) the only way i can get away from the dilemmas, the stress and problems of the daytime, which mostly haunts me in the dark hours of the day. i've felt better the last 2 days though. don't know what exactly causes it. but i've got this idea that everything is gonna be alright sooner or later. hmm.

when i woke up yesterday moring i was met with
this and this beautiful view. maybe that has something to do with my improving mood ?! i don't know.