i've decided not to leave my apartment today. i do not feel the need to face the world. right now i'm listening to sparklehorse. mmm. i'd forgotten how nice they are. enjoying this sight. doing nothing special. all though my bedroom needs to get cleaned and i have some dishes from yesterday evening when mette and helle visited me. getting chocolate cake and watching johnny depp as a pirate. cosy. but i'm still sad. kind of...