the worst part of christmas, is stress. stressed people is the worst. especially when they can't cope with it without hurting other people. personally i easily get stressed out...but on the same time i'm good at trying to take it as calm as possible not getting head aches and not hurting people. most of the time i postpone the stuff that can be postponed. but most of the time the postponed stuff never happens. somehow i'm sick and tired of it when it happens...but maybe there's something else happening instead. something even better sometimes ?! you'll never know. so when people i know, care about and miss, are stressed out all the time, it gets to me like a knife in my chest. most of the time i learn to cope with it but sometimes i just don't get it. it depends on the way people handle it too.

i went for a walk tonight...took this picture...