okay a day of thoughts in my head and for once a good nights sleep has helped a bit. i'm better today. still don't talk to/with the people i had in mind in my entry yesterday... think it all just needs some time to calm down. including myself. i think i've been caught up with my own problems so much that i'd somehow stopped caring about listening to other peoples things. believe me...it wasn't on purpose. and i apologize. i'll from now on start listening again...in a way of becoming the good ol' rikke again. though i'll never be quite the same...

sorry.