...where you wish you'd never gotten out of bed. where you wish you could go back in time. and where you wish you could just stop time and go to sleep. sleep. i'm sitting in my living room right now. listening to radiohead. what a self torment thing to do when you've already given up on everything and miss someone so much it hurts...

thursday i went to this party at mette's. it was fine. toke, steffen, jytte, mette and malene where there. i had a mission, not to get myself too drunk. i think i managed to do it more or less. anyway...it was a nice night, we went to pitstop (of course) and met marlene. yay. but pitstop closed down soon after we'd arrived. so we went to lanternen and stayed there for a bit before they closed as well. then me and marlene followed toke and jytte to the train and took the bus to my place (yes it was 6 am) and fell asleep.

so i spent all day yesterday together with marlene here in my apartment. just chilling. listening to a lot of nice music. and baking a cake. haha. daniel and ken stopped by at some point too. it was so cosy. they left around 7:30 pm and i started making dinner to myself. hurray. i went down to pitstop around 11 pm. toke and steffen where down there to some metal concert. i stayed outside 'till the music stopped. looking at all those little teenage rebels. which was quite entertaining. met mikkel who was dj'ing afterwards. that kind guy. when i finally came inside at pitstop i met gitte and signe. cosy. but my mood kept falling. i didn't feel like being there. so toke and i went home around 2 am and fell asleep almost right away.