it has been a long, cold and grey day. the snow was almost gone again when toke and i walked down to uni this morning. that's sad. 'cause i really want it to snow. it has been foggy all day. i observed it in the bus on my way home from uni. the naked trees looks like dreams in the fog. beautiful.

i also saw this girl with whom i've worked with at the chocolate factory some years ago. she isn't much older than me and sure didn't behave like one. working in the night time as a bartender at a lousy place, listened to crappy music and lived the wild life (she didn't like me). today she had a baby carriage with her. my first thought was "wow...i'd never thought she could be a nanny!" but then she took out a 3 month old baby and started to caress it and look at it just like any other mum. wow! so it's hers?! that was a surprise. and made me think about why i don't want kids...at least not right now. or if i ever get kids. hmm. but i sure think it was a good thing for her to become a mum. wonder if it was planned?!... think i've been in this town for too long.