it has been the most shitty weekend for a long time. it's a long story. but lets just say i should have stayed at home like my plan had been all along. the result; lack of apptite and sleepless nights. it's a living hell.

so today after a hectic day at the university i went home and have been watching orange county the rest of the day. i know it sounds lame. but it's a kind of nice way to escape reality. i should be reading for tomorrow, but it seems like i can't cope with the silence.