i woke up yesterday. i'd had this dream about this person of whom i'm becoming friends with at the moment...sort of. and it made me think about nothing else the rest of the day. in a good way that is. by the end of the day i just missed that person even more. it's a weird thing...'cause i rarely have this feeling that only a particular person can save my day. but it happens now and then. so i've been going around the past two days, wondering why this particular person and not anybody else, is able to make my day. and my conclusion so far has been that...i really don't know why...maybe because i don't feel like i know this person fully yet.

another thing i've wondered about during all this is...when you're having this favourite person...is it then alright to let the person know?! or is he/she better off?! i feel like letting him know...but then i doubt it again...i really don't know. i'm a bit tired of always being this careful. but i just don't want to spoil anything beautiful. it has happened before you know...

just to put one thing straight...i'm not talking about falling in love...i'm just very fond of this person. it bubbles inside me to let him know...