i've had enough.

i've had enough of everything. as i've said some entries ago...i need a break. i really need a break. it's like everything i do at the moment is wrong. everything!

maybe i should just move to the city i fear the most. copenhagen. get completely new friends and do what i like. this town feels more and more like a prison. where everything people predicts about me comes true because i can't prevent it from happening....

maybe i should just go and be photographer in the mountains and never ever speak to anyone again. or maybe i don't need to go to the mountains...'cause hey...that's how i am feeling now. can't reach to anyone of those i love and can't cope with the things i'm supposed to take a stand on.

i'm crying. don't know why. just breaking down.

i'm giving up. i'm not good enough.