i'm way behind with my studies for this years toughest examination on tuesday. i can't seem to focus in any way. the past 4 days have all been hectic in many ways...i can't seem to find the peace to sit down and just read. i can't even turn off my phone, 'cause the search of a room-mate continues. a lot of new people to get to know...i can't manage it. yesterday two turned down my offer moving in here...so i'm back at zero. it's very stressing...and most of all i feel like screaming and run away from it all. it's difficult to take in. i'd wish siff stayed... my jaw is aching

i'm ready to give it all up...