i had the weirdest night saturday night. marlene talked me into grab a beer at knuds which sounded like a good idea as i didn't make much progress on my narratology assignment anyways. down there we ran into vinkel and ting among others. ting told us he was going to dj in pornobaren (the lounge at pitstop) later that night...and because of that, we of course had to go to pitstop as well. at knuds i met this really crazy guy and his down to earth friend with whom i talked with before i went over to the table where marlene was talking with jacob and steffan. steffan was really chatty this evening. i struggled a bit with my head, as i got dizzy from talking and drinking. sometimes it was like i couldn't breathe...it was weird.

around 2 am we moved on to pitstop. and the weirdness started for real... i met a couple of guys who sounded like they were gays....but they wouldn't really tell me if or what they were...and kept repeating something about oprah winfrey and how she welcomes people at her show. it was great fun though. hehe. i met a bunch of well knowns and had a good time. but then she showed up...and the fun immediately stopped for me as it made me feel sick. i know i have mentioned this before in here but i feel the need to mention it again, as she still has this effect on me which is of course frustrating... but i'm sure it will never change as the thing she did to me over a year ago has left a huge scar. she's made sure he'll never get to trust me again, when in reality she's the one lying...and i really hate it when i get misunderstood. it's the worst thing!

she disappeared again though..luckily...but it didn't help, as i started getting weird demanding text messages about something that happened almost 3 months back which i really couldn't take in at the time. so i had the best talk with steffan about it and started talking about going home...but i stayed around and the night got a pretty boring ending...i went to sleep around 6 am.