he left today. i've had way too hectic days to even notice. i'm making a present for him though. typical me. but hey! i want to believe the best in people i care about...even though if they don't even show it in the same amount. if you can say so.

ok ok...i've just drunk a bottle of wine. me and charlotte have had a very cosy evening, drinking wine, talking. very needed. i do not make any sense right now..do i ?

even though i've been free from examinations for a change the past few days, i've not had the time at all to just sit down and relax...and it kind of bothers me that i do not have that time before sunday. but on the other hand it' s really nice to be so busy. maybe it's a way to escape my reaction...or else there isn't anything left to react to...it's a bit complicated and certainly not something i'll figure out anytime soon as i'll be very busy the next month or two...

today i was tutor to the new students at my subject (danish and nordic literature if you'd already forgot). a really hectic day with a lot of new faces to take a stand on and give some worthy answers to without acting like a dumb ass. a lot of energy...and then cleaning up the student house together with the boys afterwards. phew...that bottle of wine was indeed needed. and now i need some sleep...more new faces and strange questions and alcohol again tomorrow. who said it was easy being a student ?!