i had the most lovely evening yesterday. it was spent with t drinking drinks and beer and listening to various records and talking. we were both run pretty much down after a week spending everyday in the student house and then i had some new students i had to take care of both thursday and yesterday. three hours of walking and straight talking is very demanding. but i had to go to this party at the university last night and had originally made an appointment with e, b and t about making dinner together and drinking beers. but e and b had to cancel because they were too exhausted. luckily for me t kept his promise and showed up around 10 pm and stayed around for about three hours. afterwards i went to the university and found that the new students i had taken care of earlier that day, was still around. so i sticked around the last hour of the party and helped cleaning up the place. and then i went straight home to bed.

m said something to me recently which made me reflect on this summer. she said that it was very ironically that the one summer were i almost haven't been drunk she's had the most drunk summer ever. it even beats our crazy summer of 2006 (my so called summer of love) which is very much!

today i have photographed d's band downtown and spent all day on the couch. which has been very needed. i feel like i'm at least a million years old and can't grasp any demands at the moment no matter which demands it is. for example i went to godset tonight to photograph for the first time this season and i got really annoyed and tired on the same time when this man came to me and asked me when they could expect to see my pictures and if they could use them to which i answered; we'll see. and then he got kind of mad at me and demanded that they were in their right to use my pictures! so i went home again.

i think i'm worned out...holding my breath for the boarding meeting on tuesday. it's gonna be a thriller...