i'm so relieved! i feel like i can finally breathe normally again. for the first time in over a month. things are resolved now, and i've become a good friend richer. it's lovely. and i can't wait to have some more fun with him.

D commented on her mixtape today, and wanted me to add 'positivity' by suede, because it describes me when i was younger so well. i think that was what she meant. and how nice of her to do that...here's the lyrics:

you say what you want to say
your diamonds are drops of rain
your smile is your credit card
and your currency is your love

and the morning is for you
and the air is free
and the birds sing for you
and your positivity

watch out

so you play where you want to play
on the main streets where the creeps all pray
and you can feel like you're in dynasty
and you can be what you want to be

and the morning is for you
and the air is free
and the birds sing for you
and your positivity

and the car crash for you
and the sunshine is free
and the sirens call you

yes the morning is for you
yes the air is free
and yes the world spins for you
and your positivity

positivity