since i've never really experienced a real long term relationship, i still have problems finding out when a guy is in love. i seem to have a way to spoil moments like that because i get scared that they'll run away and then i open up and tell them everything and more than there even is to tell...and then they run away anyways. guess i'll never learn...

anyways...this thought was brought to life after i read this blog and stumbled across the following words, i quote:

"in sign language is so cute, but you are cuter. i didnt want to fall asleep, i felt like i was missing out on time spent with you, i didnt want to leave your bed today. i like your cuddles, i like everything about you. i have been so blessed, you said we had a dream conversation, i wonder what it was about? so many good things about last night, i dont think i can wipe this smile from my face."

so that's how it feels when you're in love ? or just really like someone. even if you are a guy ? i know that feeling. unfortunately it doesn't last. it never does. i'm gradually convinced that it's better staying single forever and depending on your closest friends. i met this guy downtown friday night...he told me i was beautiful and i didn't believe him. i guess it matters whos mouth it comes from..and even if it comes from the right mouth, do i believe him then ?!

the weird thing about this blog is, that yesterday they posted a song by lucky dragons...and i know someone who's apparently in love at the moment who listens a lot to that band as well...is it a coincidence ??

here's the song called (funnily enough) 'newmen' by lucky dragons