some years ago me and some of the RTS people fancied a huge house to live in all together for fun. today i barely talk with any of them anymore...except for a few. it's pretty crazy to think about how people grow apart from each other.

anyways...i went to copenhagen yesterday to visit D and to see a concert with animal collective together with M. there i met K, K and M. it was a weird experience...both the music and to meet these people i haven't seen for ages. D had done my make-up. she'd done a great job! i wish i could do the same thing whenever i feel like looking extraordinary. M described me as glowing in a beautiful way. yay.

it was really lovely to see D again. i still miss the times where she came and visited me more often, our trips to pitstop together and the times where it wasn't so expensive to go visit her. i crashed at her place after the concert. she lives together with her fiance now. but haven't met him before this morning. it was the very first thing that happened when i woke up by D and S entering the living room where i'd slept. he's very nice. i'm very happy on her behalf. it's also very lovely to see her so happy.

after some talking, S and D went to the kitchen to make some delicious breakfast while listening to fireman. mmmm. afterwards she and i went for a walk and had the most delicious hot chocolate i've ever had. mmm. i felt so at home in a weird way. so it's for sure not the last time i'm crashing there!

but...feeling at home at S and D's place still haven't killed my fear of moving to that city. it still feels so...so...huge and creepy at night. i'm proud that i found the way to their apartment all by myself last night around midnight. go me!

anyways...it was nice leaving this shit city for a while...i didn't feel like going home today. if i could, i would have stayed over there for a couple of days more. away from here...

both you and i now it doesn't help fleeing...