today one year ago i went down to pitstop and had a funny evening together with T and his crowd. i went home that night with a new friend on my mind. it is a night i remember so clearly and yet a bit blurry although i wasn't even really drunk. i was just high on the music and happy because i for the first time in 2 years felt really happy without second thoughts.

last autumn was really intense. i had a break down by the end of october and i don't know how i would have managed it the way i did if i hadn't gone down to pitstop that evening...exactly one year ago. i'm glad i did.

a lot have happened since then. good, not so good and bad things. but i'm still keeping up...and still have this new friend on my mind now and then. especially earlier today when i realised that a whole year has gone by and i for the first time in my life sat down and listened to belle and sebastian's 'if you're feeling sinister' record, which was a part of the game me and this new friend played for a couple of weeks a year ago...remember the top 5's i started to make in here a year ago? they were the central part of this very funny and geeky game which i still miss now and then...

so yeah...i'm dedicating this song to the friend who probably know by now who he is: