"you can take care of yourself. sorry" WHAT?! oh yes i can take care of myself...but what if i'm sick and tired of it ?! what if i need company now and then ?! do you even care ?! do you know how much you hurt me with that sentence ?! i wish i could be able to show you....

so...this is just another day in my own company...and the third gr�n koncert in my life i'm going to all by myself. actually i don't feel like it..but i can't sell my ticket now. the only comfort is that i get to see tim do a gig again again....

it wasn't suppose to be such a sad day...