i'm tired. went home from work today with a headache. slept for one hour. watched beverly. couldn't get myself together to make this lecture about tim done. but i think i have a grip now. especially because i've memorized most of it in my brain and begining to keep telling myself that it doesn't matter if i get to tell it all or not. the only problem now, is to describe my kind of relation(ship) to this guy. what to say?

have to get some sleep now...long day at work tomorrow. we're going to the beach. uuuh.