i'm stupid. stupid. stupid. but sometimes i love being stupid. right now i'm trying to live life. though it isn't a bed of roses. but i do my best. you only learn by your mistakes...right ?!

well...i'm going downtown to pitstop in a minute to meet up with some friends. i'm looking forward seeing them. wooh. i have a busy week ahead of me. back and forward. being home alone with my brother. nice.

my saturdays are repeating theme selves at the moment. cancelled plans ends up in drunkeness and bizarre nights at pitstop. i'm going to prove that i can do it all by myself this night. yes! going home early. grandmother's birthday tomorrow. uuuh.