i cried myself to sleep last night... it's the second time within the last few weeks. and i lied in my latest bulletin at myspace last night...'cause there is something on my body that hurts right now. my heart. i didn't think it could be possible. but here i go. ouch.

i'm going on a pubcrawl with the university today. think it's gonna be good to come out amongst people. drinking some beers. trying to forget the misery for a while. 'cause the only thing i do when i'm here all by myself is to sleep the day away. run away from reality. i can't manage it right now. i've given too much of myself....