i know i've been whining a lot lately. but it isn't without reason. for once it isn't because of a boy...no. it's about my future...my education is running wild and on top i have to make some really important decisions about my future with very short deadlines contemporary with my life going on with work, school, photographing and the student house, which puts a huge pressure on me. i've been constantly tired and had a headache now and then the last couple of days. it feels like i can't cope with it. but i have to. somehow...

wish i could stop the time and catch up with some thoughts and maybe even find answers and then start on a fresh...

sigh.