i've never been a fan of casual appointments and will never be, as i most of the times end up being stood up!! i know that sometimes you just can't avoid these kind of appointments...and i must say that i've become quite good at accepting them and get through all the waiting time walking around not knowing if the appointment will come off or not... i've just spent two whole days doing that. it's been very hard, as i'd really looked forward to this thing...that of course never came off. i had a suspect that it would go this way...but it was a fear i tried to avoid...until this afternoon when that fear became a reality...sadly enough.

i'm kind of fed up being stood up like that. my brother asked me if i thought i have the right friends since they keep doing it to me from time to time...i must admit i'd thought about that too...

i guess i just have to get up to a new day tomorrow, put on my smile again..and forgive...

i'd forgotten how lovely this video is: