it's been a sad and empty weekend. i've spent most of my time in C's bed watching matador and playing sims3. it's been a lovely way to flee the reality. yesterday it was because of hangovers...and today i've just not been in the mood for anything.

the weekend started out good though. friday evening C and i baked some pizza and drank some cocktails before going to a concert with bodebrixen. it was a very lovely one. and i couldn't stop smiling when i looked up at the stage and saw A and M and the rest of the band. but it was like there was a very weird atmosphere after the concert i talked a bit with everybody and the beers tasted good. it started raining and by the time A a couple of others and me wanted to leave the place to get some more beers, it was still raining...heavily. i ended up in a taxi with two of the others and got pretty moody as we drove away...i kind of lost something. hope maybe? don't know for sure. when we finally arrived my mood was still not up for anything...but as i'd chosen to go with them, i decided to drink one beer as well (which ended out with two beers and a shot (all for free)) and some stupid conversations with different people. i got to know C a bit better though...but all in all i was a bit out of place. around 3 am i finally decided to go home. i walked home in the rain. incredibly sad. and is still in a weird mood.

anyways...i think i'll manage somehow. especially when i go home to kolding in a couple of days. it's gonna be good coming home for a while. it's been 2 months since last time...

this made me smile today though (the video a couple of minutes in):